things that have been happening to me

[kumiko213]

i cant reall sya a lot but i feel like i dont belong anywhere and have been pretty hard on myself and am just really stressed out about somethings so i guess your prayers would be appreciated..my family is still having some finanical problems and i am not sure what we are gonna do and my mom is working 7 days a week now and it is just really confusing. thank you for reading this even though it seems pointless to me. i also need orayer for everything that has been happening to me these past 2 weeks or so

[gogogoh3]

ok, I'll pray for you. God is walking right beside you =)

[meboeck]

You know I'm praying for ya. Just make sure you don't keep things bottled up inside. Telling someone how you feel and what you're going through always helps.

[Tenshi no Ai]

of course it's not pointless with you sharing with us and asking for prayer^^ I'll be praying for you too.

[SaintAya]

God cares about us and there is nothing pointless or anything in asking for prayer. Remember, while things may seem impossible, all things are possible with God for those who believe! I'm praying for you and your family, and know that he's got you in the palm of his hand. Trust in him, he'll always see you through!

Aya

[Syreth]

I really hope things get better for you. Like others have said, asking for prayer is never pointless. Prayer is very powerful, even though things don't happen like we want them to all the time. God is always available to us, so you can always have that place of acceptance with Him if you seek His face. Even in the times when He feels far away, He's very close. (2 Chronicles 15:2)

[kumiko213]

i am just so upset at myself and a lot of stuff from my past feels like it is coming back to haunt me and i just dont know what to do anymore. your prayers are very much appreciated. i am always scared that no matter how hard i try to do things right that i am always going to fail at everything i do and it has always been a problem with me...failing everybody scares me so much because i dont want to hurt anybody or anything.

[gogogoh3]

well, to tell you I feel like that too. So many time I let my parents down and I get discouraged. but love defets all fear, someone loved me and because of that stood up. I might never see you but I want to let you know of something, "I LOVE YOU AND GOD DOES TOO" =)

[Tenshi no Ai]

i am just so upset at myself and a lot of stuff from my past feels like it is coming back to haunt me and i just dont know what to do anymore. your prayers are very much appreciated. i am always scared that no matter how hard i try to do things right that i am always going to fail at everything i do and it has always been a problem with me...failing everybody scares me so much because i dont want to hurt anybody or anything.

The past shouldn't worry you in the least bit. If you've asked for forgiveness then it's GONE! Concider it like it's been whiped out from God's memory and so you have NOTHING to worry about^^ And try not to think negatively... ok, I can be bad with doing that sometimes, but getting you to feel that way is the enemy's job and when it works, is when his job is done. Don't want them evil things to win do ya? Just put EVERYTHING you've got down towards God, and you'll be AMAZED at the potential and things to come from it^^ Trust me, I know^^

[Ryupower]

awwwww..sure thing, I'll pray for you!

[kumiko213]

thank you everybody...i've had a rough day. i broke down crying in my first period and wanted to go home and curl up in bed so badly. but other then that my day has been alright. i am really confused with where my life is going. i believe in God and everything but i always tend to get distracted and then when things get bad i always push God away and everything.

[gogogoh3]

Ok, I pray for your relationship with God and that you can draw closer to him not farther away. Also if I can as a question, do you try to walk with God in everything you do? Think about it =)

[kumiko213]

it just seems like i can't be happy. i was crying this morning and basically being on hard on myself again

[Ryupower]

oh...I know how that is...I'll continue praying. I had major depression for a while and then I remembered that before, I had like....no emotion...O_o. Thing I noticed is that there's a switch in my mind that I can choose to flip " emotional" or " intallectual ( not much to do with intelligence...rather that I live in my brain and thoughts...not feelings ). The intallectual switch is a good alternative, but it can cause trouble sometimes when people can do whatever you want to you and you won't be worried ( causing the issue that people would abuse your not caringness...-_- )
anyways, I then just basicly let God do everything and I sit back. He's good. And He can do anything.^^


Dunno, just blabbering, just wondering if everybody has that...or if it's just me...O_o


NEways, you're very important to me, and I will continue praying for you. ^^

[Tigerchu]

You feel like you don't belong? I'm pretty sure that's a normal human phase. Don't worry. You belong with the Christians^^
I'm a Christian, yes, but I might still be going through that phase.

[kumiko213]

i've been feeling a little better lately...we are still having finacial issues and everything. .. i still feel like i dont belong sometimes but its gotten better and everything. prayers for my puppy. i am getting a puppy but we have to make sure all our cats have thier shots by tuesday or they wont let the puppy come here....so that costs money...

[Jingo Jaden]

In my prayer.

[kumiko213]

thank you guys for praying for me. i have been doing a little bit better. i still have some things that i am struggling with. my family is starting to be able to pay our bills and we can afford some limited grocery money. pray for me as i keep fighting my struggles and as i get my learners permit on thursday.

[Doubleshadow]

I felt like that once. Remind yourself God runs the universe, not you, and He has everything under control. It doesn't always look like that because the human perception is limited, but it is. What seems like a failure to us is not necessarily a failure to Him. Also ask yourself, will what you are worrying about at any given time matter ten years from now? Five years? One year? One week even? That helps you to gain understanding of what you should really be concerned about and what is not actually important, and that should help you calm down and destress.

Matthew 6:34
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Praying for you. *hugs*

[heero yuy 95]

Will do, kiddo, will do.
P.S. remember to hang in there. A beautiful morning is God's way of saying "it's all good" ^_^

[Lady Arianrod]

I'll pray that you will feel God's comfort in your life.

[Ryupower]

I'll pray that you will feel God's comfort in your life.

amen.

[kumiko213]

i am starting to feel better. school is still pretty rough. i have like no friends there and the people that i thought were friends and the ones i thought i could trust recently sort of stabbed me in the back and it makes me feel like i am not a good friend and all this stuff so i dont want to do about it and i cant talk to them about it because i dont think that they will really listen to me and everything. there are very few people that i can trust anymore and for the people that i can trust i am thankful for. my family is still stuggling for money and everything. i was supposed to be going to new york and everything but my mom told me that she will not be able to get the money for it and that i probably have to pull out of the trip and everything.

[freerock1]

Glad things are going better for you. I didn't post earlier in this thread (I do try to lift up the needs presented here even if I don't always reply), but I'm praying for you as well.