CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

hey everyone!
well for while as most of you know I thought god hated me and left me here to die. well for a while I got better(thanks to all your prayers!) and then I went down hill for a while again. I knew He could hear me and all but I didn't feel like He care at all and was laughing at me. almost every night I was crying and yelling at God in bed, and I thought He was listening but laughing. I thought He hated me and I did something wrong and He wasn't going to forgive me. and I couldn't think of anything that would be bad enough for Him to hate me. I only went to church to see my friends and watch my youth pastors be total idoits(in a good way), but I refused to listen and worship, and it made me cry to see others worshiping Him because they all knew He loved them.
well a about 2 weeks ago(I'm to lazy to post what happened back then..) I was crying in bed again and I yelled at God, "DO YOU EVEN HEAR ME CRY OUT TO YOU? DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!" and then right after I said that my bed shook and so did the walls in my room and I heard this sweet whisper in my ear,
"Yes". I never thought that would ever happen to me! And I'm so happy it did! GOD LOVE ME!!

That is so AWESOME! I hope you can start on the road to recovery now, and never ever forget that He told you that!
You'll be in my prayers.

Man, God wants us so bad sometimes. Hope you continue to take that to heart!

Wow that's crazy but awesome!!
HE'S AWESOME!
Look, you felt like He doesn't care, but at the end you got to experiance something others ( like me ) never did! That's awesome!
Please, never forget that He told you that!

Whoa!

That is so COOL!