Doing a lot better
PostPosted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 6:48 pm
I know none of you people really know me on here, but heck! I wanna share this with ya! 
Well, I doubt any of you know that I have been really down lately. I am telling you now. I have been sad. Mostly because I turned my back on God. I was so sick of trying to do things his way. I ignored him and did what I wanted. I did what I wanted to do to make me happy. Well, I didn't. After all that crud, I felt extremely guilty. At times I would just go to my room and cry. I was so angry with myself and was sick of what I had become. But, I was way too scared to go to God. I had done so many things against him. Even things I had said I wouldn't do again I did. I thought," No way will he forgive me now." In a word, I was lost. When I was with friends of family I would feel left out because from my point of view it seemed like their lives were grand. Things happened, conversations took place and I was at an end. I realized what I needed to do, so with God's help I did! I finally handed over control of my life to God! Woohoo! It feels so good to have him in my life again! So, I thought,"I must share this with people!" So, here I am! Thankies for reading! God Bless, cuz he sure does! 
Well, I doubt any of you know that I have been really down lately. I am telling you now. I have been sad. Mostly because I turned my back on God. I was so sick of trying to do things his way. I ignored him and did what I wanted. I did what I wanted to do to make me happy. Well, I didn't. After all that crud, I felt extremely guilty. At times I would just go to my room and cry. I was so angry with myself and was sick of what I had become. But, I was way too scared to go to God. I had done so many things against him. Even things I had said I wouldn't do again I did. I thought," No way will he forgive me now." In a word, I was lost. When I was with friends of family I would feel left out because from my point of view it seemed like their lives were grand. Things happened, conversations took place and I was at an end. I realized what I needed to do, so with God's help I did! I finally handed over control of my life to God! Woohoo! It feels so good to have him in my life again! So, I thought,"I must share this with people!" So, here I am! Thankies for reading! God Bless, cuz he sure does!