Things haven't been going so well with my family as of late. I've been feeling constantly alienated from my mom, and even worse, my she and my dad have been fighting a lot lately. So I've been feeling under the weather lately, especially since this morning when my mom called and told me she and my dad were considering divorce.
I don't have the mental strength to handle something like this at the moment - I've gone back to blaming myself for things that are out of my control, back to crying to myself all the time, back to all the things I though God helped me conquer, and I'm frightened to seek help from my parents for fear of causing them further stress. The last thing I need right now is for my family to fall apart on me.
So if you can...please spare a prayer for myself, my emotional problems, and most of all for my mother and my father.