Overwhelmed.
PostPosted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 8:45 am
Hi, guys. Yeah, compared to the other stuff in here, this is gonna seem pretty trivial.
So this year I am doing color guard for the first time. And frankly, I need prayer for a clear head. I had a mental breakdown this morning in practice because I was so confused [ read: crying]. The drama level of 6 girls is seriously unbelievable. In the words of my band director: "We've got lots of chiefs, but not enough Indians." Everyone thinks they are right. I get confused really easily, and while I am one of the oldest color guarders, I'm also the newest. Some members constantly yell, others like to rebel for no reason, one's just irratable a lot. It has made me kinda mean, too. I have started acting, well, like a total jerk, when I'm not crying. Please pray that I can keep my head and remember what I'm supposed to do.
Thanx for listening guys! Luv you all.
-Airi
So this year I am doing color guard for the first time. And frankly, I need prayer for a clear head. I had a mental breakdown this morning in practice because I was so confused [ read: crying]. The drama level of 6 girls is seriously unbelievable. In the words of my band director: "We've got lots of chiefs, but not enough Indians." Everyone thinks they are right. I get confused really easily, and while I am one of the oldest color guarders, I'm also the newest. Some members constantly yell, others like to rebel for no reason, one's just irratable a lot. It has made me kinda mean, too. I have started acting, well, like a total jerk, when I'm not crying. Please pray that I can keep my head and remember what I'm supposed to do.
Thanx for listening guys! Luv you all.
-Airi