More lost than ever...

[Spector]

Im rather frustrated at the moment. Over the years many things have happened, and I have become MUCH srtonger in my walk because of it...
But as of late, random stressful things have been happening fast, and not only that, but Im stuck in the biggest rutt in my life. I couldnt even begin to describe it, but Im going NOWHERE...and I mean that honeslty. Because I have a HUGE drive and longing to go out and do what God made me to do, but because of random things, mainly the economy, me and my whole family are doing nothing but work to survive., and making no proggress in anything.
Ive tried making some Christian music, a gift I guess I have from God, but I cant make crap. I dont even really have any other gifts that I think I could use, but I KNOW im supposed to do somthing! I cant feel like I can give back to the Lord, and even feel like ALL of my personal dreams are impossible. I wanted a girl, and I could be more hopless. I wanted to go to Japan, but I cant even afford a car. I wanted to have many friends, but I cant even get out of the house. Ive never really ever wanted "fancy" things, like a big house or a fast car, but I never wanted the opposite.
Ill stop now...

[Tsukuyomi]

I'll be praying that all works out for you and your family ^^

Things are tough right now, so the only thing that can be done is hang in there I know that sounds easier then done, but it is possible Take a deep breath and take things one step/thing at a time

[Makachop^^128]

will pray
I lost my job and pretty much all my plans for the next three years are ruined so I have a taste of what ur dealing with. but just don't give up hope yet ^^

[freerock1]

Spector, I'm lifting you up in prayer, my brother. You as well, Makachop.

Just know that God has a great plan for you, even if it's not what you necessarily think you want right now. It sounds like the devil is speaking a lot of discouraging thoughts to you right now, trying to make you feel down on yourself and about your future. You know what? Satan is a liar and the father of lies (John 8:43). The truth is that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). We can't always keep the lies of the enemy from coming into our minds, but we're under no obligation to believe them.

In the times you start to get discouraged, I'd encourage you to look at Psalm 139. It tells us of how God is always with us, surrounding us, how His thoughts toward us are great and precious, and how we are fearfully and wonderfully made by Him.

[Spector]

Update: I NOW HAS MAH DRIVERS LICENCE! CAR WILL FOLLOW, WITH MORE CHURCH AND MORE FRIENDS!