Going insane.
PostPosted: Sat Nov 01, 2008 3:33 am
Please pray for me today. I'm getting ready to move and the stress from that and other things is about to kill me. I've been awake for the past two hours, and I really needed to sleep because we're having to move most everything in one day. I don't foresee getting back to sleep before my friend gets here at 9AM to help me pack. :\
The new apartment we're moving to is infested with roaches (which doesn't make any sense because it's been vacant) and if there's one thing I can't deal with, it's bugs in my house, especially nasty ones like roaches. Also I've already had that problem at my current place; I was hoping I wouldn't have to go through it again.
Also, I'm supposed to be getting a big refund check from Verizon in the mail, but there's one problem with that...they're sending it to my current address, and now I don't know if I'm going to be able to get it or not. We really need that money.
Speaking of money, Daymon hasn't been working since the end of September because he needed the extra time to get ready for boot camp. He leaves on November 17, but doesn't start getting paid until question mark, and our money is about to run out and I don't know if I'm going to be able to find a job before then or not. Until I can, I'm going to have to live on the credit card, which makes me really nervous because we've already had to do that and there's several hundred dollars on it as it is.
I'm really to the point where I just want to throw myself off a bridge.
The new apartment we're moving to is infested with roaches (which doesn't make any sense because it's been vacant) and if there's one thing I can't deal with, it's bugs in my house, especially nasty ones like roaches. Also I've already had that problem at my current place; I was hoping I wouldn't have to go through it again.
Also, I'm supposed to be getting a big refund check from Verizon in the mail, but there's one problem with that...they're sending it to my current address, and now I don't know if I'm going to be able to get it or not. We really need that money.
Speaking of money, Daymon hasn't been working since the end of September because he needed the extra time to get ready for boot camp. He leaves on November 17, but doesn't start getting paid until question mark, and our money is about to run out and I don't know if I'm going to be able to find a job before then or not. Until I can, I'm going to have to live on the credit card, which makes me really nervous because we've already had to do that and there's several hundred dollars on it as it is.
I'm really to the point where I just want to throw myself off a bridge.