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I don't have a lot of time to post this since I have to be on a plane soon. But I realized today my mom's probably the cause of almost all of my problems. She's a complete hypocrite and completely self-centered. She raises you to be one way and then gets **** at you when you act the way she raised you to be. She raised me to like, make my own decisions, be able to do things myself and all that. I packed all my own clothes for this trip, because it's really cold where I'm going, and now she's **** at me because she thinks my clothes aren't light enough. Everything you do is the wrong thing to do, and if anything at all doesn't go exactly the way she wants she gets **** at you and treats you badly and acts like you're the most aggravating thing ever, when all the problems are caused by her being a ***** and not being able to accept anyone else or anything besides what she wants. I guess just please pray for me because I realize now she probably caused all of my self-esteem problems and confusion in life, but she doesn't care about anyone else so I'll never be able to talk to her about things and clear them up and fix them, so I just have to deal with this until I leave home. Please pray for God to help me or something because right now I'd kill myself to get out of this house, and I don't think I'm going to go through with it, but it sounds so much better than dealing with her anymore.

Just she makes literally everything so much more difficult than any of it has to be, and then she gets **** at everyone else and blames everyone else, when everything she's **** about is her fault.

Praying for patience, controlled temperment, and the removal of sinful thoughts (hate, suicide,etc) Pray you come at peace with each other!

Brother/ Sister,

I say this this in gentle tones and gentle encouragement. I know your frustration has reached its boiling point. You must remember Aedin that we live in a fallen world, your mother is no exception. If she is not a Christian (And I mean one that truly follows the Lord, not lip service) then she is the devil's tool. I will pray that you will look to your mother not through your own eyes, but through the eyes of our dear god and Savior. He loves those who even we can not understand.

Heavenly Father,

I pray for Aedin. Lord, you know the frustrations of the heart. You know the trials we face. Please Lord please help Aedin to come to reconciliation in the heart even if reconciliation can not be found towards his/her mother. Father I give you glory that you are with us even in our most brutal emotions, thoughts and feeligns. Give Aedin Peace of heart and mind. Give Aedin your eyes and your love towards his/her mother if its not possible for Aedin to view his/her mom with love. God we ask this in your precious Son's name, Jesus, Amen.

*hugs hang in there and look towards Christ!!

And I give this for encouragement:

"Everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of human freedoms - to chose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way" -

Viktor Frankl (Holocaust survivor of Auschwitz and sole survivor of his family and friend's besides his sister)

Thanks Kuno. Our flight got delayed so I've been around today, but I have to leave at five in the morning lol.

I'll be praying for you!