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Recently I found a small bump around the area between my underarm and breast. When I first found it I freaked out and went to my mom (nurse), and thankfully she says it's probably just a vein or something, but it still creeps me out.

Right now it feels fine and it's not red or anything (in fact it doesn't feel like even a cist), but still...it's definitely not like normal tissue and a cist is the closest thing I can say it reminds me of. The fact that we're constantly reminded about breast cancer anymore just freaks me out to death...like "Maybe I only got so passionate about God early on in life because He knew I was gonna die young?"

I know that sounds stupid, but I'm sure I'm not the only one who's had moments like that. It's just not very comforting and I really pray He makes the whole issue go away some how...

Plus, lately, I've been having one of those "I've seen all the evidence in the world that God exists, yet still keep having doubts and feeling like He's not there" moments and it's really driving me nuts. It's one of those moments where I can't even get any comfort thinking about stuff from the Bible or going to heaven or being spiritual or anything.

Usually when I have doubts I can get comfort from God, but right now I have nothing. I know in the end this will all be for the best and God won't let satan take me, but anymore that's almost how it feels. Especially since I recently got over this awhile ago (or THOUGHT I did...lasted like two days before I crashed and burned again) so...prayers would be nice. x_x

Heck, I can even accept getting cancer and dying in a month as long as the faith portion gets better.

it could be an ingrown hair strangely I did get one in that area and it turned out to be just that

Wind (post: 1216821) wrote:it could be an ingrown hair strangely I did get one in that area and it turned out to be just that

I agree with Wind.

I had something similar a while ago. The thing about that, though, is that it comes and goes.

I still think you should get it checked if you haven't.

I'll be praying anyway ^^.

Does it feel like.. extra skin or whatever o.o? Could it be a swollen gland? I have no clue, but I have the same thing and it's starting to freak me out to o.o;