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Confession

PostPosted: Sat Dec 01, 2007 7:32 pm
by Kunoichi
Well It is time for me to confess and so I will

God is amazing first of all and second of all, Praise that he still loves us broken humans.

I have a boyfriend whom I love and well, I also have another man in whom I have strong feelings for and I have love for also.

I feel that in my heart I cheated on my Boyfriend (Actually fiancee before my current boyfriend because the man was still in my life) and well God has lifted that stronghold from me tonight and I told my boyfriend about it.

He still loves me and has forgiven me (Praise God!)

This man that I love or at least have very strong feelings for, I believe cares about me too and well it got to the point to where I was also physically intimate with this man. May God Forgive me and He has.

I was afraid to post this for a long, long time because I felt that I would be judged, as I often have, by people of my own faith in the Lord Jesus Christ.

Prayer warriors, please pray as this is a continuous struggle in my emotions and heart and just pray that God will make the path clear for me.

This link is a poem and written aspect of God and I's conversation prior to me talking to my boyfriend.

I was sitting in Barnes and Nobles and God just started to talk to me as I wrote so I will use it as my testimony.

To God be the glory forever and Ever AMEN!

http://www.christiananime.net/showthread.php?p=1180250#post1180250

That is the link...

I pray that my friends here will keep being my friends despite my faults and sins, for I have many. And I pray for continue support and prayer as I go through this trial.

Thank you to all

God Bless

Kunoichi

PostPosted: Sat Dec 01, 2007 8:04 pm
by Danderson
Who are we that we should judge u? We've all made mistakes....We've all sinned....and we've been forgiven just as u have....We have the same Savior and God as well....

You have my prayers.....

PostPosted: Sat Dec 01, 2007 8:12 pm
by Kunoichi
I'm sorry if I seem to be like "Oh everyone will judge me boo hoo me>.<"

I don't mean to seem that way. i have been burned hard by many so called people of the faith and this was an extremely hard thing on my soul for a few years now. So It took a lot for me to post this or even admit it to my boyfriend. It is a huge struggle for me and I really appreciate your prayers Danderson, thankyou!

PostPosted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 12:34 am
by Mr. SmartyPants
XD We will never judge you. ^^

And you are in my prayers. This is also something that I fear as well, but this is when you realize that you have made a commitment! Fight for it. :D

PostPosted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 9:30 am
by AsianBlossom
*reads poems* *is in tears*

That one that you said was the response from God? Beautiful. *more tears*

I'll be praying for you as well. This is life; we're all in this together.

PostPosted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 12:30 pm
by Sheenar
I have no right to judge. You have our support. :)
Just sharing this with us shows that God is working greatly in you. :grin:

PostPosted: Mon Dec 03, 2007 7:33 pm
by 12praiseGOD
GOD doesn't choose to judge us untill we have passed away, so why should we?-unknown.
I pray that GOD will lead the way and show you the light on who to choose...GOD BLESS YOU!!!

PostPosted: Mon Dec 03, 2007 8:05 pm
by Kunoichi
Thank You all for your love and support. It truly means the world to me!