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I don't think I deserve to be loved or helped, but it seems like I can no longer see anything but darkness for the past few years.

Due to university, I hardly had time to speak with or talk to anyone, especially my family. And my family is scrambling apart. Recently, they are threatening to kill each other and called polices. My father was arrested and he contemplated everyone who doesn't defend him.

I was too tired to deal with both school and family issues. Sometimes, I think it is better if everyone of my family died, it would be more peaceful that way, but it is very wrong to think that way. Regardless, I kept having thought of giving up life which I know is very wrong. I don't deserve prayer, but there isn't anything I could do. I will just wait until it is time for me to leave this world.

Everyone deserves prayer. So we pray.

Perhaps now is a good time to stay away from the family while things calm down?

I'll be praying man.

Just know, things 'll get better.

so don't give up. cause, you only have one life to live, why not make it great?

SnEptUne, you have been given a purpose to fulfill, as we all have.....I don't know if you've found it yet, or what is really going on with your life, but I believe that God want's you to rise above and beyond your situation and be who He want's you to be....

Speak to Him as you would a friend, because unlike humans your Creator will never abondon you, even if you feel as though you're talking to the air. He's listening and I believe He will help you through whatever you're going through.........I wish to encourage you with this:

Your Savior died so that you would have a reason to live.....

Will be praying for you......

Thanks everyone. I will try my best.

I understand. I've had suicidal thoughts too.

I'll be praying for you, ok?

sometimes, you just need to relax, your family will work things out, but in the mean time pray, and help out as much as possible. Will be praying for you and your family.

I'll be praying for you as well; as SP1 said, everyone deserves prayer, even if we don't think we do.

Thanks. I wanted to help out, but I don't know how especially since I go to university over 100km away from home. But even if I stay by their side, my parents tend to stay in their room, sometimes locked. And father is getting paranoid about police because he may get into jail for assault.

Hey bro,

I'll be praying!

God says that even if your mother and father abandon, he will never leave you nor forsake you!

God is with you, even if you feel weak right now, he's your rock to lean on!

Also remember that GOD is always there. Jesus died for you. For He loved us first, before we loved Him. So remember you are wonderfully and beautifully made. If GOD gave His life on earth for YOU, you must be of some importance if you know what I mean *hint hint...pushes elbow into side of Sneptune.* Keep strong remeber that GOD has a plan for everyone, and everyone has their own purpose in life. And remeber that GOD will NEVER put you into a problem or trial that you may not get out of with HIS help...he is ALWAYS there for you...suicide is not the answer! here if you feel depressed click on this link see if it helps. GOD LOVES YOU WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT, and GOD said that we should love our neighbor as ourself so were not going to let you down bro, were here for you, if you need help just post, I will try my best, with GOD'S purpose in mind to help you out k/? *smiles and hugs Sneptune.* huggles !!!!

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