CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

First off, the reason I opened this in the first place.

All my life I've thought of my mom as the guardian/pastor type woman and my dad as the evil... ignoring... jerk... badguy thing type monster. YOU KNOW ><

But... recently my mom's been... very irritable... won't listen to me... and is just... *sighs* almost abusive.

First, it takes forever of me screaming and thrashing in sheer agony (at the top of my lungs, no less) to get their attention. That's SICK!!! I was suffering from a horrible infection and they just slept for what felt to me like HOURS... 'Course they weren't too happy about me waking them up I could TELL.

This was over a year ago. The infection is gone thanks to a shot now but there is apparently a minimal knot's worth of scarring, which remains to be the only cushioning my poor tail has left back there now. (Which is not good for sitting down normally...)

But just the other day, my dad and I had a great talk about anything we could... random subjects from plantain bananas (Which he was frying up at the time) to cactus (another selection of the day) all the way to TAILS... yes, TAILS... I just blurted out that I'd proven the mind's ability to adapt to a new limb and we got to talking about that.

I LOVED it. I loved that time we spent together and what happened after seems to wash all of his past ignoring me away.

I have a Playstation2 I got with my birthday money, but found out it won't play most of my games because it's got something wrong and won't play PS1 games OR some PS2 games... claims "Disk-read error" or just locks up when something happens in the game.

I asked that if I had the cash and/or credits, would he take me to trade my used PS2 for a new one? After I told him that mom might not be around to take me when he's available (a total excuse for me wanting him to take me so I could have some time with him I'll admit. Yes, guys... oy)... he said yes, he would. And on top of that he said I just needed to ask him if I wanted him to take me somewhere.

But when I told my mom about it and asked her to take me, she got VERY fussy that I already wanted a new game system, making sure I knew that she didn't care that what I had was broken.

The tides have changed and I'm torn... I've always trusted her and never my dad and yet now... it's the opposite... but keeping that in mind, I trust no one.

Please pray that I get this figured out and that the infection stays gone and that... they both quit mistreating me.

SECOND!!!

Remember that girl I asked prayer for a while back? Well if memory serves, at the time we had just started dating... and... now the relationship is just becoming really solid...

Honestly I can't safely say she's Christian yet because I honestly don't know but I *DO* believe in prayer... at least most of my humanly doubts are gone now thanks to those of you who prayed for her because she's made a LOT of progress and it was very quick.

Now I just wanna ask you guys to keep praying and those of you who haven't been to start that she DOES give her life to God because I love her a LOT... she's given and taken so much from me that I can't even say in the little bit of time I have left tonight... or... this morning... it's larly (late/early) so I gotta sleep soon.

But please don't say I shouldn't be dating someone who's unsaved because I know that the Bible says not to marry among the heathen. But keep in MIND that this is HARDLY marriage... besides, I'm pretty sure I'd call it off if she decided full-on to not get saved 'cause I can't have that, but for now I need to be close to her and I need her close... you don't KNOW what she's done for me... and I'm happy with all of it... she's a little older, yes.... but look at reality.. I'm more mature than most my age and those I've seen are FAR from right for me... they either turn out to be very immature or are missing something I *NEED* in a mate... and right now I NEED a mate... because there are things she can help me with that no one else can no matter how close a friend they are.

But again, please pray that she comes to God and no complaints plz... if you're gonna say anything that'll make convo, either PM me or (Preferably) hit me up on http://Prism-Urase.DeviantART.com since I check in there more...

Thank you ALL for being there for me now, then, and when. Even though humanity is flawed and thus all of us are (Never yet excluding myself), you're AWESOME if you take the time to honestly pray good for someone. Love and caring like that is what this world needs.

Wait... you have a tail?

I'll be praying. But I'm glad that you've been able to patch up your relationship with your dad.

Will pray for both situatuations, that God will show you what you must do...

And as for Tails, do you mean Tails from the Sonic the Hedgehog franchise....or am I just off my nut here? If not, that is pretty random...but cool at the same time...

One wonders if there is something going on with your mother. We should probably pray for her. As for your romance life...have fun with this person you enjoy being with. You know, when you fall in love with someone you might just be willing to do things a little different out of respect for your partner. Sooooo...maybe she might be interested in going to church or something (make this pretty neutral at first, like a youth thing)?

Now as for you. Um, if you are stressing over someone not paying attention to you such that you have to scream at them, you need to get on the Forgiveness path. That infection thing from a year ago? It's gone, man. Being treated badly is not OK, but don't carry a grudge about it. You need to keep your self free and open to new possibilities here, and you don't want to be blinded (or deaf) to real communication. There may be things your father and/or mother NEED you to do, beyond what you want to do.
Praying for you all.

Erm... no...

I was thinking and I figured out that if a human had a tail or other extra limb then the mind could adapt as long as the body had the proper physical nerves to control it.

That was one of our subjects.

Oh, and tail can be a figure of speech. I don't mind what you think of my meaning though. I prefer anonymity.

SP1 wrote:One wonders if there is something going on with your mother. We should probably pray for her. As for your romance life...have fun with this person you enjoy being with. You know, when you fall in love with someone you might just be willing to do things a little different out of respect for your partner. Sooooo...maybe she might be interested in going to church or something (make this pretty neutral at first, like a youth thing)?

Now as for you. Um, if you are stressing over someone not paying attention to you such that you have to scream at them, you need to get on the Forgiveness path. That infection thing from a year ago? It's gone, man. Being treated badly is not OK, but don't carry a grudge about it. You need to keep your self free and open to new possibilities here, and you don't want to be blinded (or deaf) to real communication. There may be things your father and/or mother NEED you to do, beyond what you want to do.
Praying for you all.

Oh, I've forgiven, but I don't trust them. I don't know what you know about this stuff but as far as I can gather, this is a form of emotional trauma and it's gonna take time and change to heal...

As for the infection, whether or not it IS gone is beyond me. It's still got a slight bump and the area is sore when I put pressure on it.

What I need prayer for is partly just that.. the GRUDGE. I don't want to have one. Let's just say it's hard for me to KNOW whether or not I've forgiven them because then they hurt me again and it all comes back.

That having been said I don't know if I have forgiven but I don't JUST want to forgive, I want it fixed.

SP1 wrote:One wonders if there is something going on with your mother. We should probably pray for her. As for your romance life...have fun with this person you enjoy being with. You know, when you fall in love with someone you might just be willing to do things a little different out of respect for your partner. Sooooo...maybe she might be interested in going to church or something (make this pretty neutral at first, like a youth thing)?

Now as for you. Um, if you are stressing over someone not paying attention to you such that you have to scream at them, you need to get on the Forgiveness path. That infection thing from a year ago? It's gone, man. Being treated badly is not OK, but don't carry a grudge about it. You need to keep your self free and open to new possibilities here, and you don't want to be blinded (or deaf) to real communication. There may be things your father and/or mother NEED you to do, beyond what you want to do.
Praying for you all.

Oh, I've forgiven, but I don't trust them. I don't know what you know about this stuff but as far as I can gather, this is a form of emotional trauma and it's gonna take time and change to heal...

As for the infection, whether or not it IS gone is beyond me. It's still got a slight bump and the area is sore when I put pressure on it.

What I need prayer for is partly just that.. the GRUDGE. I don't want to have one. Let's just say it's hard for me to KNOW whether or not I've forgiven them because then they hurt me again and it all comes back.

That having been said I don't know if I have forgiven but I don't JUST want to forgive, I want it fixed.