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I hate to ask for prayer again, but I'm really not sure where else I can go. I've been really depressed for a long time now and I think it's been getting worse. Somebody please take me seriously, I'm not just groaning about a headach or something, I really mean it. I'm having a lot of trouble right now, perhaps just as much spiritually as anything else. My older sister tried to get my dad to talk to a counselor but by the way he's been acting, I really doubt that that's going to happen and I'm not quite sure I can do this on my own. A lot of it is just how much I hate myself sometimes and it's tough to help yourself when you hate yourself. I dunno, I'm really really trying and I'm hanging on and believe me, God isn't letting me go. Just please please pray with me that something happens soon and that I can keep from doing even more stupid things because of this. It has been really rough and as much as I want to so so much, I just don't think I can snap out of it or walk myself out of it without help from some other people too. I really hate to ask for something like that, but I just think it's getting to be too much.

You seriously need tpo start bugging Dad, like hardcore. Even if he gets mad, he needs to realize how important this is. Praying.

Praying for you as well...

Uh, I'm confused. Are you depressed/stressed because of your dad and think that he needs to see a counselor? Or are you trying to get him to take you to counseling? A weird point, but I am just wondering who to pray for.

In the meantime, I will pray for you.

You know, your sister is a beautiful person. Although I have conversed with you quite a bit less, I feel you to be just as beautiful. You will make it through.

Lol, thanks for asking, SP1, but actually, it's both. My sis has been trying to get him to see a counselor and take me to one also. Unfortunately, he keeps making excuses and I'm starting to doubt that that will ever happen. Yes, my sis is a very beautiful person and I admire her very much. I hope I can be like her. Thank you for your prayers.

I"M SO GLAD DAD FINALLY CALLED! You'll soon get the help you both need!! *hugs*

ME TOO. You have no idea. It has been so tough, I wasn't sure how much more I could take without...doing something even worse. Crash...

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You are the only one who DID SOMETHING. I didn't know what I was going to do, it was like I was just losing touch with reality, I could hardly feel, nothing seemed real anymore....I've been so confused.....so ....completely....messed up. I didn't know what to do...I just didn't know and it has been going on for the LONGEST TIME. I tried, I tried so hard to get help but...nobody was listening, nobody would do anything about it. I felt so trapped, so alone. THANK YOU you are such a blessing! I don't know how dad would ever have called without you! Thank you...I just knew I couldn't stay this way, it's been getting so bad...I didn't know what to do... Thank the Lord! I don't know what would've happened without you...I don't care if mom believes me or not, the point is, she'll let me go. Thank the Lord...*exhausted*