Do i go? Or not? God guide me.
PostPosted: Thu Dec 18, 2003 8:32 am
Hey guys, i got a request for ya...lol.
Lemme explain.
An opertunity for me to go to Japan as an exchange student (!!!) this or next summer has been placed at my feet. I currently don't speak any Japanese(haha,other then the very few words i have picked up from Anime/Manga) but i am going to begin classes on that shortly after the newyear.
The trip would be from 4 to 3 weeks long (it depends if i decided to spend an extra $600 for a "cram school" on japanese when i get there) and the cost is in the neighborhood of $3000. I have a friend who is almost totally certian that he will be going (and staying with a family who's son was an exchange student at their house) next year.
I also have another friend, who went to Colima Mexico on a mission trip last year and is going again this year, she kinda wants me to come along also. So i am being torn in to directions.
With all honesty, i don't feel a desire to go to Colima, and i do want to go to Japan with a passion. But, the trip to Japan is no mission. Would it be...wrong to go to Japan then? I really don't know. Well, what i am asking for, is first, prayer. Please pray that i will have a hearing and a discerning heart. I want to let God decide what to do and then fallow. Second, if God truly wants me to go to Colima...Insted of Japan, to give me the desire to go. Third, if the answer i Japan, to provide the money. And lastly if the answer is neither, that i will be gratefull for the opertunity even though it wasn't ment for me.
I was kinda rambling, so any questions or wisdom you'd like to impart to me, feel free to PM me.
Wow, i didn't mean for it to be this long...srry!!!
Thanks and Merry Christmas,
-Amber
Lemme explain.
An opertunity for me to go to Japan as an exchange student (!!!) this or next summer has been placed at my feet. I currently don't speak any Japanese(haha,other then the very few words i have picked up from Anime/Manga) but i am going to begin classes on that shortly after the newyear.
The trip would be from 4 to 3 weeks long (it depends if i decided to spend an extra $600 for a "cram school" on japanese when i get there) and the cost is in the neighborhood of $3000. I have a friend who is almost totally certian that he will be going (and staying with a family who's son was an exchange student at their house) next year.
I also have another friend, who went to Colima Mexico on a mission trip last year and is going again this year, she kinda wants me to come along also. So i am being torn in to directions.
With all honesty, i don't feel a desire to go to Colima, and i do want to go to Japan with a passion. But, the trip to Japan is no mission. Would it be...wrong to go to Japan then? I really don't know. Well, what i am asking for, is first, prayer. Please pray that i will have a hearing and a discerning heart. I want to let God decide what to do and then fallow. Second, if God truly wants me to go to Colima...Insted of Japan, to give me the desire to go. Third, if the answer i Japan, to provide the money. And lastly if the answer is neither, that i will be gratefull for the opertunity even though it wasn't ment for me.
I was kinda rambling, so any questions or wisdom you'd like to impart to me, feel free to PM me.
Wow, i didn't mean for it to be this long...srry!!!
Thanks and Merry Christmas,
-Amber