A different kind of request, but needing prayer nonetheless...
PostPosted: Mon Nov 20, 2006 4:23 pm
Ok, I have a problem, and I'm pretty sure that if I were to state the problem flat out, I would either be A) laughed at, B)not taken seriously, C)accused of making it up, D)exaggerating or just being whiny, or E)any combo of the possiblities mentioned. So, for the time being, we'll just call it my 'problem.'
(Note: it is not typically considered a disease or illness.)
Basically, the problem gets in the way. It hinders most all of my relationships with just about everyone I meet. The problem has physical side effects, painful ones. The problem has led to my being assaulted on more than one occaision. I have overheard various people (whom I had considered my friends) trash talking me because of said problem. Many people crack rude jokes to my face about my problem.
Worst of all, I firmly belive that people don't see or talk to me, but to my problem. This makes me feel worthless, and unattractive. There is little I can do to rid myself of it, and most options are either painful, expensive, or both. I don't understand why God would curse me with this. I've shed many tears over dealing with my problem, and hate myself because of the problem.
So, although I have been terribly vague, (ofcourse, if you really thought about it, you could probably guess what the problem is), I ask for your prayers, please. I'm at my breaking point. I'm sick of feeling and being like this. I hate it. And I don't know what else to do.
Please pray for me.
(Note: it is not typically considered a disease or illness.)
Basically, the problem gets in the way. It hinders most all of my relationships with just about everyone I meet. The problem has physical side effects, painful ones. The problem has led to my being assaulted on more than one occaision. I have overheard various people (whom I had considered my friends) trash talking me because of said problem. Many people crack rude jokes to my face about my problem.
Worst of all, I firmly belive that people don't see or talk to me, but to my problem. This makes me feel worthless, and unattractive. There is little I can do to rid myself of it, and most options are either painful, expensive, or both. I don't understand why God would curse me with this. I've shed many tears over dealing with my problem, and hate myself because of the problem.
So, although I have been terribly vague, (ofcourse, if you really thought about it, you could probably guess what the problem is), I ask for your prayers, please. I'm at my breaking point. I'm sick of feeling and being like this. I hate it. And I don't know what else to do.
Please pray for me.