Needing patience and peace
PostPosted: Tue Nov 14, 2006 5:26 pm
It's looking like I may end up having to wait to officially apply to the college I'm taking online courses from until next fall and aim to go on-campus starting at the beginning of 2008, rather than applying late this winter and going on campus in the fall of next year like I had planned and wanted to do.
I'm really having trouble dealing with this. If it was just something certain that had been delayed a while, I think I'd have an easier time, but there's still no guarantee I'll get admitted when I do finally apply and the idea of those extra months of uncertainty is really tearing me apart.
On top of everything else, this will probably mean I'll have to rework my plans for online courses and take next summer off, otherwise I'll max out the number of credits you can take before officially enrolling by the end of the summer and have nothing to do next fall. I can't imagine my life without taking online courses now. And this means I'll have to pick up these credits somewhere down the line.
Plus, between having to take the summer off and getting on campus, at best, a semester later than everybody else who's in the online classes with me now, I have this largely irrational fear that all of the friends I've made in classes so far will forget who I am in the meantime.
I wrote a bunch more about this on my blog if anybody's interested. I really need all the prayer I can get.
I'm really having trouble dealing with this. If it was just something certain that had been delayed a while, I think I'd have an easier time, but there's still no guarantee I'll get admitted when I do finally apply and the idea of those extra months of uncertainty is really tearing me apart.
On top of everything else, this will probably mean I'll have to rework my plans for online courses and take next summer off, otherwise I'll max out the number of credits you can take before officially enrolling by the end of the summer and have nothing to do next fall. I can't imagine my life without taking online courses now. And this means I'll have to pick up these credits somewhere down the line.
Plus, between having to take the summer off and getting on campus, at best, a semester later than everybody else who's in the online classes with me now, I have this largely irrational fear that all of the friends I've made in classes so far will forget who I am in the meantime.
I wrote a bunch more about this on my blog if anybody's interested. I really need all the prayer I can get.