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Right now, I'm dealing with problems in my life and in my mind that I need prays right now.



Wingzero22

Wingzero22 wrote:Right now, I'm dealing with problems in my life and in my mind that I need prays right now.



Wingzero22

Hey man, feel better. My modem crapped out mid-convo in the Chat, and you had left by the time it came back up.

Remember what me an bigsleepj were telling you.

hey dude i'll be prayin for you whatever youre dealing with

I'll be praying

I'm going to be open with this now. Since I feel that I need get it out in the open.

I tired and was thinking of cut myself.

My med that likes to make me sick every few times a month, was making me blah tonight. But I know there is alot of more to this just that. I will get to that in a min. Its like the med will make me blah and then feed off my feelings.


But I know what I feel and what is eating me.

As of of late, I'm tired of this life that I live. All I do is, awake up, make med, take more med and then maybe feel sick a few times at night because one of the meds and then it starts all over. I'm just sick of having to do this 365 days a year and I'm sick of having aids. I feel that I'm going to be stuck in a job that I don't like, that is if I really get a good job. I startsing to hate how my face looks at how it looks boney from the meds pulling the fat out of my cheeks.

I'm starting to feel alone in the world. I don't know, I just don't feel that I'm very likeble (sp). I know that I have alot of pain in me that I keep inside of me. From the surgerys and shots that I had to take. But I never reel that I can talk about them that much. Then again, I don't have alot of people that will really want me to be open. I never really get, hi how are you and stuff from people IRL, and I hardly get any IM's at all. I'm always the one that has to IM others.


But I know what the problem is and I just need to deal with it.


Wingzero22

I'll keep you in prayer, Wingzero.

I will pray for you as well, and wish you the best during your really difficult situation.

I am praying for you. I'm glad we got to talk in the chat, and I've been thinking about you and praying for you since then.

I'll pray for you man. I know how it fealys to feal like your not very likable. I moved here 3 years ago, and I don't think I have made a true friend yet.

wave

I just want to thank you for the prays. I'm starting to do a little better. It has been an up and down week. Last night was the worst that I felt as letting things get me down. But the storm has pass, but there are still some dark clouds still around.


Wingzero22

That's good to hear, Bradley! I'm glad to hear 'the storm has passed'. I just hope things get better from here.

Glad to see that you're feeling a little better. I'll keep praying for you.

Glad to see things are going a bit better, but I'll continue to lift you up, bro.