To be honest, I have no earthly idea what it is, but I will pray for you about this and that God will guide you and give you the answers you need. If it's something that you're ashamed of in front of other Christians, then that may be God telling you that it's not something to engage in. Just a thought. And if you're doing this to get closer to sinners to witness, then that could be spiritually dangerous for you, if it does happen to be sinful.
Again, I have no idea what you're referring to, so I'm simply offering thoughts about situations in general. Read your post again, and try reading it from someone else's point of view and applying various situations to your post (which is what we will all do in reading the post; it's human nature). Perhaps God has an answer for you in reading your own post in that way, as well.
Good luck, and keep us updated on how things go for you.