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things...i guess are ok.

i've been getting sick off and on...never any seriousness...just...the same. i've been getting asthme attacks...it's not fun...and i've been getting dizzy and other things still...and to add to it excessive coughing, stomach pains, lower back pains(ok just back pains in general), athritise(sp?) yes...i have it at this age, ringing in the ears, and nausia(sp?). thankfully the taste of blood in my mouth hasn't shown up lately.

oh yes, and yesterday my friend totally stomped on my foot (yes i have ice on it right now)...and it's been hurting since then(8:45am-ish friday). my mom's noticed a bump where it hurts...i really pray it isn't broken...bcuz i'm in the school play! and i can't have a broken foot in the play! (and i just might have a line in the play! yay!)

aside from all that...things with my family are no better. my grandmother is going to have kemo once more...they had stopped it the last time since it would make her very sick. a while ago the doctors said they couldn't help her...cuz they had tried everything on her(she has cancer btw). and so now they're going to try something that they already know doesn't work! gah! XP

i can see that all this is REALLY hard for my dad and grandfather...but...they try their hardest to hide how they feel...but...when i look in their eyes i can see pain...and fear. some days my dad's desent enough to talk to...and sometimes i just stay away from him. that's how my family is i guess...so...moody.

i've been kinda moody myself lately though. there's...something in my life right now that's...kinda hard for me to handle...and i'd rather not share it...although...some may know about it...and some not. i'm not sure if it's the situation that's making me feel depressed...or if it's just me thinking and what not...i've been getting hard on myself lately...for things that i do...it's like...i punish myself...by...inflicting pain...i know i shouldn't...and i'm sorry that i do...i'm just...so messed up...i dunno...i just...wish i couldn't feel...

yeah...prayers much appretiated...

~chris

all that stuff is tough to go through (i know, ive been through some of it), but God is always there. if u need to talk to someone PM me anytime.
oh yeah and ill pray for u

Hey friend,
I'm sorry things arn't going well. I hope and pray things get better for you. Remember that God has a purpose for you so don't give up on him because he won't give up on you. Always trust in God in everything you do. Lean on His will and not yours. Remember the story of Job and remember that God was always there helping Job through his troubles. He will help you through yours.

Job 23:9-11
9 When he is at work in the north, I do not see him;
when he turns to the south, I catch no glimpse of him.
10 But he knows the way that I take;
when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold.
11 My feet have closely followed his steps;
I have kept to his way without turning aside.

God Bless
HS5K

thanks ob1

c.t.,girl wrote:thanks ob1

Your welcome Neko ^_^

If you ever just want to talk you can PM me anytime ^_^

I'll be prayin' for you Chris! I'm sorry you're going through so much, darlin'.

praying for ya chris! ^_^

thanks guys. i'm doing a bit...ok maybe a LOT better XD...and my foot might only be bruised! ^_____^

Wow, I'm glad things are starting to seem better. I'm one of the people who just saw this and has said a prayer for you, but doesn't exactly know what to say here. Rest assured we care and pray.

well...things are horrible with some girl in chior...and i wasn't feeling too(at all) happy about it either...buuuut i'm doing MUCH better today...oh yeah...and i twisted my ankle TWICE today and i'm still waiting to get my foot x-rayed. XD

are prayeres are with you

I prayed, I probably will again this evening

Glad things are going better for you at least. Lifted one for you.

c.t.,girl wrote:and i twisted my ankle TWICE today and i'm still waiting to get my foot x-rayed. XD

Twice? Um, perhaps now is not a good time to experiment with any footwear other than flats. You didn't embed one high-heel into the girl in choir and are trying to hobble around on just one are you? You gotta think symmetry.


Seriously, however, it looks like you have several serious issues before you and I will pray.

Edit: **Ahh! My 100th post! Well, at least if was for a good cause.**

XD thanks...and i've triedd stelletoes...i couldn't feel my toes for a month. XD

oh yes...and i'm sick...either that or it's just allergies...and it's not making me feel all that great. =___=

You know I am always praying for you Chrissy. *hug* God and I are always here for you.

Prayers and God bless,
CephasVII