Facing a tough decision
PostPosted: Tue Sep 13, 2005 6:12 pm
At the end of this school year, I will be faced with the decsion of whether or not to leave my job to go back to school. My prayer is that the Lord will show me what he wants me to do.
For the last 2 years I've been working hard yet have been rewarded with a tiny paycheck, unending stress & threats from an insanely-condescending boss. I need to work till the end of the year, yet I feel as if I can't take even another day. I've had nightmares & intense arguments with my family, and every night and morning is filled with dread of what will occur the next day.
I feel as if my only choice is to head back to school and finish my engineering degree, because I've found it nearly impossible to get work without a degree. But I'm scared of failing again, and I wonder how I'll pay for it. I just wish I could know whether the Lord wants me to stay and tough it out till he gives me something better, or whether he wants me to move onto something else.
For the last 2 years I've been working hard yet have been rewarded with a tiny paycheck, unending stress & threats from an insanely-condescending boss. I need to work till the end of the year, yet I feel as if I can't take even another day. I've had nightmares & intense arguments with my family, and every night and morning is filled with dread of what will occur the next day.
I feel as if my only choice is to head back to school and finish my engineering degree, because I've found it nearly impossible to get work without a degree. But I'm scared of failing again, and I wonder how I'll pay for it. I just wish I could know whether the Lord wants me to stay and tough it out till he gives me something better, or whether he wants me to move onto something else.
