CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

things with my family have gotten worse....i come home and find my mom has read my IM's with friends and that my room is torn apart... my health is going down hill again. i dont have anyway 2 get 2 a doctor 2 see if something is wrong with me.my mom comes home from work and starts yelling at me and i dont know why.and then i am still having a lot of friend problems. i fixed things with my youth group. but i feel separated from everybody. i have been thinking of leaving CAA. *cries* i dont know whats wrong with me

:_( Poor Kumiko! Yes, of course I'll pray for you. I don't have any great advice for you right now, I'm afraid, but hang in there. It will get better. It sounds like it has to.

Don't give up.

Is there someone you can talk to who might be able to help you get to a doctor?

no there is nobody who can take me 2 the doctor

Do you have a trusted adult who you can talk to about your mom? A pastor or someone? I'll pray for you.

nope the adults believe my mom not me

kumiko213 wrote:nope the adults believe my mom not me

Non of your friends parents believe you ether?
All I can say from what you posted above is that I don't think there is any "wrong" with you, the way your mom is acting is not normal and is contributing to how you feel.

I'll still be praying for you. Let me assure you that there are people who will listen. If you really feel that it's that big of a problem, please try to get help for you and your family. THere are numbers , hotlines and such. THere is always help if you are willing to get it. There really is.

Anyways, please don't leave CAA. I mean, we all care about what you feel and think. We are a family here.

I'll continue to pray for you, and as always, if you ever need someone to talk with, you know I'll try my best to lend an open ear and heart. Take care and continue to be strong. Never be afraid to show your tears.

I'll pray for you too. Being ill is never an easy thing. But having to go through familly problems like that can make you even sicker. It sounds like your mom needs help. Its not right that she treat you that way. I will keep you in my prayers.

You are still in my prayers. *hug*

I'll remember you. The following is a good psalm for the heart broken.

Psalm 88
A song. A psalm of the Sons of Korah. For the director of music. According to mahalath leannoth. A maskil of Heman the Ezrahite.
1[a] [b]
O LORD, the God who saves me,
day and night I cry out before you.
2 May my prayer come before you;
turn your ear to my cry.

3 For my soul is full of trouble
and my life draws near the grave. [c]

4 I am counted among those who go down to the pit;
I am like a man without strength.

5 I am set apart with the dead,
like the slain who lie in the grave,
whom you remember no more,
who are cut off from your care.

6 You have put me in the lowest pit,
in the darkest depths.

7 Your wrath lies heavily upon me;
you have overwhelmed me with all your waves.
Selah

8 You have taken from me my closest friends
and have made me repulsive to them.
I am confined and cannot escape;

9 my eyes are dim with grief.
I call to you, O LORD, every day;
I spread out my hands to you.

10 Do you show your wonders to the dead?
Do those who are dead rise up and praise you?
Selah

11 Is your love declared in the grave,
your faithfulness in Destruction [d] ?

12 Are your wonders known in the place of darkness,
or your righteous deeds in the land of oblivion?

13 But I cry to you for help, O LORD;
in the morning my prayer comes before you.

14 Why, O LORD, do you reject me
and hide your face from me?

15 From my youth I have been afflicted and close to death;
I have suffered your terrors and am in despair.

16 Your wrath has swept over me;
your terrors have destroyed me.

17 All day long they surround me like a flood;
they have completely engulfed me.

18 You have taken my companions and loved ones from me;
the darkness is my closest friend.


It leaves off with the pain, but Christ does not leave us hanging. Even if we live in pain, there is no pain Heaven, and life is so brief compared to eternity. Don't lose hope.

kumiko213, I feel for you during this time of pain because I too have been there. I have felt the pain that family can bring, and the sting of life's harshness. Growing up was hard and rough for me. It was a long hard journey to get where I am today. I have seen more then my share of troubles and tribulations. I have been in and out of more churches then I wish to count. When I was young my Dad was a pastor without a church. He would be called to pastor this church and that church but they were all alike: filled with legalist, judgmentalist, and hedonist. They treated my family awful and they gave me a view of the “churchâ€

I will be pray for you.


I hope that you don't have to leave CAA.


Wingzero22

I'll be praying for ya..
Just hold on to God and his promises..

---bE sTroNG---

Hey little nee-san, you know I'm praying for you and I'll continue to. Don't leave CAA. God will totally bring you through these things. You can PM me or email me whenever you want. Take care, you adopted child of God.

thanks for your prayers.. i am doing a little better... still sick and dizzy and everything

Kumiko....i'll pray for you -_-......kat? *hugs* ^_^