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as some of you know i'm still sick from months ago. last time i was having dizzy spells and coughing and what not...well...i'm still getting all that...the dizzy spells have been more frequent...and so has the coughing...and sometimes i'll be coughing for like...well a long time in just one time...>.> did that make any sense? anyway...i've almost fainted a lot more than i had in the past...i mean i the last time i actually fainted and not just...passed out on the bed or couch was during the school play...right b4 the curtain opened...oh yeah...that was fun*scarcasm* i finished the play...but i was dead afterwards...anyway...whenever i cough...i get like...the taste of blood in my mouth. it's gross...i've already been to the doctors...but...she didn't really know what to do...she just...put me on an inhaler and gave me anti-whatsyamicallems...and then she said that i was enimic...so now i'm on iron too...anyway....the meds(not the iron) make me have like...REALLY weird dreams...and i'll wake up right away sweating and hardly able to breathe...and then i'll have to take my meds...but my meds'll make me all...dried out and a little harder to breathe...and then i'll feel like crap afterwards...so...yeah...just pray for that...

another thing...my heart...not physical heart...emotional heart...i don't know what's going on with it anymore...so...that i just...do what God wants me to do...and that i understand what He wants me to do...and that...i wait on Him...i really need to learn to wait...so...yeah...thanks...

~chris

I shall pray for you C.T.

T_T why didnt you tell me? *hugs* ill keep you in my prayers ^^

thanks banany...i guess i didn't say anything cuz i didn't think it was important...guess it is...:/

"I'll be praying..."

thanks...btw...i like your avatar. ^__^

Chrissy, how much are you eating daily? Because fainting and loss of blood can be the side effects of not eating your proper daily intake of food.

I will be praying for you, I always will.

Lots of love and God bless
CephasVII

I'll pray for you too. It's worrisome that its not getting better. I hope it does soon. I know what its like to be sick and the drs can't do much for you. It's really frustrating.

Maybe you should go to a different doc.

If this one is keeping you on medicine that's giving you bad side effects, you should consider it. >.<

Seriously, girl, it sounds like you need to get off that medicine and find a better doctor.

Prayers~

thanks guys...and...i'll talk to my mom about it...and about the food intake...sometimes i don't eat...not on purpose...it's just...sometimes i feel sick and that if i eat that i'll...well...to put it lightly get sick...and i don't feel like getting sick.

You may have some kind of food allergy.

food...allergy? i've never had one before...

allergies can develpe as you get older. My sister didn't used to be allergic to cats. Now she is. I think Alice is right about going to get a second opinion. There is something obviously wrong. And if the dr your seeing isn't really helping you should go see someone else. Especially if your coughing up blood. Poor little Chris. ;_; I hope you get better soon.

oh i'm not coughing it up...i just get the taste in my mouth

Awww..im sorry! thats terrible..

Im praying for you.

thanks

I will have to agree with what's been said about seeing another doctor, because with a case like this, you need professional help, and the doctor, whom you're seeing right now, to me, is not helping you the right way.

Whenever I get sick and I eat, I start to feel the same way, but I have to fight it and eat anyway, because you need the food to gain energy and fight the pain. "Build up a resistance" as they say.

I'll keep praying for you.

c.t.,girl wrote:oh i'm not coughing it up...i just get the taste in my mouth

Ok thats good. heh I misunderstood. But thats still not a good thing. ;_;

Well you are in my prayers, that the problem is found, and that it gets better.

God Bless
HS5000

not physical heart...emotional heart

I thought this might encourage you...

"WHOEVER LISTENS TO ME WILL DWELL SECURE AND WILL BE AT EASE, WITHOUT DREAD OF DISASTER." ~PROVERBS 1:33

Divine love is clearly observable when it shines in the face of judgments. Fair is that single star that smiles through the gaps in the thunderclouds; bright is the oasis that blooms in the wilderness of sand; so fair and so bright is love in the midst of wrath. When the Israelites provoked the Most High by their continued idolatry, He punished them by withholding both dew and rain, so that their land was visited by a sore famine; but while He did this, He took care that His own chosen ones should be secure. If all other brooks are dry, yet shall there be one reserved for Elijah; and when that fails, God shall still preserve for him a place of sustenance. Not only so, the Lord also had a remnant according to the election of grace, who were hidden by fifties in a cave; and though the whole land was subject to famine, yet these fifties in the cave were fed, and fed from Ahab's table too by His faithful, God-fearing steward, Obadiah. Let us from this draw the inference that come what may, God's people are safe. Let convulsions shake the solid earth, let the skies themselves be torn apart, yet amid the wreck of worlds the believer shall be as secure as in the calmest hour of rest. If God cannot save His people under heaven, He will save them in heaven. If the world becomes too hot to hold them, then heaven shall be the place of their reception and their safety. Be confident then, when you hear of wars and rumors of wars. Let no agitation distress you; don't be unsettled by fear of evil. Whatever happens on the earth, the believer is sheltered beneath the broad wings of Jehovah and shall be secure. Take your stand upon His promise; rest in His faithfulness, and boldly face the darkest future, for there is nothing in it harmful for you. Your sole concern should be to display to the world the blessedness of taking heed to the voice of wisdom.

God Bless
HS5000

Here is another Devo for you, like I promised, I hope it helps...

"WE LIVE TO THE LORD." ~ROMANS 14:8

If God had willed it, each of us might have entered heaven at the moment of conversion. It was not absolutely necessary for our preparation for immortality that we should linger here. It is possible for a man to be taken to heaven and to be found fit to partake in the inheritance of the saints in light, even though he has only just believed in Jesus. It is true that our sanctification is a long and continued process, and we shall not be perfected until we lay aside our bodies and enter within the veil; but nevertheless, if the Lord had wanted to, He could have changed us from imperfection to perfection and have taken us to heaven at once. Why then are we here? Would God keep His children out of paradise a single moment longer than was necessary? Why is the army of the living God still on the battlefield when one charge might give them the victory? Why are His children still wandering here and there through a maze when a single word from His lips would bring them into the center of their hopes in heaven? The answer is—they are here that they may “live to the Lordâ€

still not well...but...emotionally...i'm...sorta doing better...i guess...iono...i just don't know anymore...i don't know what to say or what to do...i'm just...going with whatever makes sense...or...sometimes what's right...although...doing what's right isn't all that easy...but...it does need to be done...in order to not hurt others or get hurt...nvm...i'll just stop now...

c.t.,girl wrote:still not well...but...emotionally...i'm...sorta doing better...i guess...iono...i just don't know anymore...i don't know what to say or what to do...i'm just...going with whatever makes sense...or...sometimes what's right...although...doing what's right isn't all that easy...but...it does need to be done...in order to not hurt others or get hurt...nvm...i'll just stop now...

Here is an old hymn that I think might give you some encouragement ...

His Eye Is On the Sparrow
By Civilla Durfee Martin

[I]Why should I feel discouraged, why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely, and long for heav’n and home,
When Jesus is my portion? My constant Friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me]

"For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee."
~ Isaiah 41:13 ~

"Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows."
~ Matthew 10:29-31 ~

Dear Healer,
Please wrap your loving arms around c.t.,girl. You know what is wrong with her body, and what is ailing her soul. You have promised that You will bring healing, that if we come to You, You will give us rest. Father God, we claim those promises for c.t.,girl! We know that your timetable is not always our timetable, but we pray that you will give us the strength to trust in You alone. Thank you for being our awesome God.
Amen.

I will pray.

I pray that you will keep your mind stayed upon Him, because He will keep you in perfect peace. He will impart His everlasting strength to you to get through this time of physical and emotional darkness and confusion.