I Guess I should expose it....
PostPosted: Fri Apr 01, 2005 12:35 pm
For the last week I've been at Philhaven which is like some freaking phyco ward for those who are sucidal and easily angered....I'm there for anger managment, but then the day after I arrived...so did my old friend manily for c.t's problem...cutting, while it was a relif to see someone I actually knew it wasn't so....today I was talking with her and another girl....its really sicking to look at their wrists..just a bunch of mangeled scars and all, and then more trouble I had known this girl had been cutting...and stuff but I thought she stopped...I was wrong I guess she started up again so I'm all depressed and immidetly when my mom picks me up i'm all **** off cause truth be known I guess I kinda like this girl...well anyways I come home not really wanting to talk to anyone...and theres this stupid worship session at my church thats going to be recorded...don't get me wrong I am a christian I just don't like the style of music, anyways, I told her I didn't want to go and now she's all mad at me...not to mention my bike is broken, which really gets me ****.....so I just wanted prayer for my friend and I...cause the stuff I've seen isn't really all that pretty...and my mom thinks sending there helped....
You're in my prayers, Jman