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Well, I thought my depression was getting better, but aparently it's not. I keep on getting worse. But, I actually started praying about it. Which was helping. But I feel this overwelming depression, and I'm not exactly sure why. But it's like I can almost feel something there trying to make me be depressed. It's like I'm constantly trying to make myself be depressed. Or like something inside me is. And, I pray about it, but it seems like I'm constantly praying, because if I don't I feel really bad, and it takes all my strength to consintrate on God. And I have no strength. I'm a constantly tired. Emotionally, and physically. And, my parents don't even know anything's wrong. In fact, hardly anyone does...
So, I guess I need prayer...

I'm glad to here that you are praying, it does help. I'm touched because I am going through the same as you, and I'm also tired of being emotionally and physically worn out.

But there is one difference. I spoke out. I let my friends and family and counselors know about my feelings. They have been for the most part supportive, even though my family doesn't understand how I'm feeling this. You also need to let someone else help you fight this battle. If you try to do it alone, it will overwhelm you (as it already seems like its doing.)

I pray for you, and for anyone else with depression, because its a tough darkness, but not an unbeatable one!

Yeah, I talked to my one friend about it little... And it turns out she went through about the same thing a few years ago.

Yeah, you should definitely tell a responsible adult about this. I'll pray that you will be able to withstand this ordeal and find some answers. God bless.