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Help me...please...anyone...I'm in despair...I don't know what to do...I'm failing at everything...Nobody's talking to me...I'm not being true to my word...I feel nothing...

I know God's there for me, I know he is, but I don't know what to do with his word...this probably sounds real repititious but I need all your help to get things back on track...I do need to pray as much as I can to get back on things, but I don't have the strength.

I was so close to dropping what I need to do for my future and it was so mortifying and horrible...I don't want to fail, I don't want to fall.

I need your prayers, please...

...somebody talk to me...

I'm failing at everything...Nobody's talking to me...I'm not being true to my word...I feel nothing...

I know God's there for me, I know he is, but I don't know what to do with his word

I was so close to dropping what I need to do for my future and it was so mortifying and horrible...I don't want to fail, I don't want to fall.

Wow, I'm a bit confused... First off your not alone. I felt the same way many times in the past. I would always have a plan and then do something really stupid that would perhaps jeopardize my future. Perhaps you may not know what you want to do in your life, but many are in the same situation. It took me like a really really long time to decide what major to do, and sometimes I wonder if that was the right move to make. But deep down, I think it was the best move. My advice, and as cliche as it sounds... is to one, follow your heart or gut feeling. Sometimes our minds tend to be indecisive, but our hearts always wants what is best for us. Also, trust in Jesus. Perhaps you may be confused and scared about what the future holds for you. Heck, if that's the case, I feel the same at times. But don't let those negative thoughts hold you down. Put all your worries on Jesus's shoulders and he'll deal with it.

I'm sorry if I couldn't provide much help. Just remember, you are not alone and people want what is best for you.

I need your prayers, please...

...somebody talk to me...

If you ever feel the need to talk about your situation in more detail please feel free to PM, email, or AIM me. It may help me understand you more. All that information is in my profile. Anytime, if you are willing to talk, I'm always willing to listen.

I'll will keep you in my prayers.

-Smiling always helps.

I'm not exactly sure what you're dealing with, but nothing is too big for God to handle. I think we all feel this way sometimes. I am probably the most indecisive person you'll ever meet. I often feel confused, stressed, overwhelmed, etc., but God is always there and He makes things better. I know He will get you through this too. I'll be praying for you.

Thanks for the prayers guys. I feel much better now. I guess I was in a state of depression. Oh well.

^_^

Glad to hear it! Always happy to pray for ya.

I'm also glad your feeling better. It may seem weird but sometimes expressing/talking about your frustration is the best deal with it-- to carry less burden. Plus, holding in everyone emotion is not good either. Well, anytime you feel down and need someone to talk to, my offer still stands... Take care and I'm very happy you feel better.