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Excitment, Fear and Praise

PostPosted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 2:49 am
by CreatureArt
I just really felt the need to share this with people. I'm very excited about what God is doing in my family. Sorry it's a rather long post.

For 10 years my Mother has had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. It's kind of hard to explain - I don't know what causes it. They're still working that out, and have found a whole lot of defficiencies but they don't know (as far as I am aware).

But since I was six years old my Mum has had the illness. I can't remember a whole heap, because that's going back a bit (makes me feel like an old fella ^_^), but she was in hospital and I was unable to see her for three months at the start.

She improved, and after a few years, maybe 4 or something, she was pretty much back to normal. But after a few years, she had a relapse and was completely bed-ridden. Again, she started to improve, but a change in tablets (caused by Government changing brands or something) sent her down again. My Dad is away from home a lot working, so we had other people in our home looking after my brother, sister and I during the years.

So, as you can imagine, it's been hard at times. However - I praise God that I am in a Christian home, because he has been our strength and support through this time. Without him I don't know how things would have turned out, but with him- we've learnt so much and become very close as a family. It's not hard ALL the time, though - like many things in life, it becomes 'normal' and you get used to it - there are good times as well as bad - mostly good ^_^.

But.. I'm starting to get excited. My Mum is improving so much now. A while ago she was able to get to Church and go around shopping in a wheelchair for ages afterward, and, although tired, was pretty much normal the best day. Usually she'd be flat on her back, wasted.
On Christmas day, she was up from 9am to 10pm!!!! Out of bed, in the house in her wheelchair. And she hardly had a 'down' time after that, either.

She managed to drive from the end of the road, and is looking better and better. It's very exciting. But at the same time, it's like I'm very worried. As you can probably imagine, I sometimes think of the possibility of another relapse - though I try not to. A while ago, I was really struggling to hope - it was like a physical pain whenever I considered hoping this is the time Mum might be completely better. I've decided to hope and just take whatever comes without worrying about it too much. Whatever happens, God's there.

And it's amazing to start to have a Mum again. This week, I drove her out to do some shopping (still exciting she can get out to do it) and she brought me clothes. I haven't done that with my Mum - or anyone for that matter - more than perhaps once that I can remember during this time. Mum's ordered things from the mail-order catalogue instead these last couple of years. It felt so good to be out with her, doing normal 'bonding' :grin: things. Praise God.

So... there's my excitment, fear and praise. Thanks for reading through this. It feels really good to have it off my chest and to have sung me little old chirruping, happy heart out a bit.

Praise God.
(PS: If you could spare a quick prayer for my Mum's recovery and to help me continue hoping, It'd be awesome).

PostPosted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 3:55 am
by TrigunX89
Wow, I'm really happy for you! I said a quick prayer for you, your mum, and family, and will continue to pray when I can. Btw, you have a very good attitude about it too. Through God, all things are possible. It's very common to have fear though. I know how these things can be too. But stay strong in faith. I'm constantly reminded of the numerous verses where Jesus says "Your faith has healed you." Anyways, I'll be praying for you! God bless.

PostPosted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 9:58 am
by CreatureArt
Thanks heaps, Trigun. I really appreciate your prayer.

Yeah, the fear has really started to recede - and God's just teaching me to rely on him. It's pretty awesome. ^_^

God bless you heaps.

PostPosted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 12:01 pm
by Jaltus-bot
Hi,

That's great that things have being going so much better. As I understand, chronic fatigue is related to fibromyalgia which my mom has. If you ever just want to talk to someone, feel free to PM me.

*prays for creatureart and family*

PostPosted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 12:12 pm
by CreatureArt
Hey Joan,

Thanks so much. I've heard that they're related, too. One of my best friends has Fibro and Edometriosis - don't know if you've heard of it but apparently it's in the same family. We also know a few people with Fibro.

Take care and God bless.

PostPosted: Mon Jan 17, 2005 2:24 pm
by Rogie
Yes, my mom also has fibromyalgia and the chronic fatigue with it. It seems like your mother has had a stronger case of chronic fatigue than my mom has ever had, although she rarely feels like going anywhere. Since I understand what your mom has gone through, as well as the worries about relapses, I'll pray for your mother and your family. And let's all pray for others with this health problem, too, including Joan's mom, the others you know, CA, and my mother, too. :thumb:

It's an ongoing struggle, but God can do anything!

PostPosted: Mon Jan 17, 2005 3:39 pm
by Syreth
Thanks a lot for sharing that with us. It's always really encouraging to know that God is at work even in those rough times. I pray that God would continue to heal your mother and continue to give you hope. I also praise God that He has given you such a good attitude through it all. It really shows that He has been working on your character through this.

PostPosted: Mon Jan 17, 2005 5:31 pm
by jazz
aw wow. God is incredible! i'll definetely be sure to pray for you and your family, creature art. i'm so glad, praise God that she's getting better. whatever happens, never forget that you're not alone. *hug*

PostPosted: Tue Jan 18, 2005 1:13 am
by CreatureArt
Thank you all so much for your support.

I'm so excited, even when I just think about my Mum getting better now. I hope it encourages other people who are struggling, especially with long-term illnesses. Yes, God has really worked on my, my family, and those around us in incredible ways through this.

If you have been praying for something for a while, like my family - take courage. It's been a long journey for us, but I'l tell you what: the wait is worth it - the time is not wasted, God is ALWAYS there, even when you feel alone and it is AMAZING when your prayers start to be answered.

Thank you again for your encouragement, everyone. I feel so blessed. :)