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Well, I think I'm going to go crazy! I keep on getting really depressed to where I almost want to kill myself. I feel like everyone hates me, and there's no point in living. But then a little while later I'm really happy and hyper, and I want to be out doing something. Like, so happy I can't control it. And then I go back to being extremely depressed. I'm just so confused right now. I almost think there might be something wrong with me, and I almost think about telling my mom, but I don't really want to. Because I feel like she either won't take me seriously, or she'll take too seriously. Or that I might end up telling her something I don't think I ever want to tell her. And, I keep on drifting away from God, and then coming back and feeling really close to God, and then drifting away again. I just don't know... I feel so confused about everything, I do't know what to do... But if I don't do something soon I'm going to blow up. Well, I guess I need some prayer...

I'll pray.

I'll be praying for you. Emotions can sure be tough to deal with sometimes.

Zelda, just remember, there are those who DO love ya. No matter WHAT you think. Plus, Jesus loves you, no matter WHAT do you. You can spit at Jesus, hit Jesus, slander him. He will still love you. I'll pray

I will pray for you too Zelda! Just a quick question, how old are you darl? I had a similar experience in my early teens, though not to that degree. If it gets any worse, do talk to your mum. Mothers are full of knowledge and advice, and it often saves some heartache to talk to them. Anyway, I will continue to pray for you darl!

I will pray for you

I'm no expert, and I know that some people use the word out of context, but it sounds like there might be a possibility of bipolar disorder there (someone correct me if I'm wrong). Your doctor would be able to tell you more, so I would suggest paying him/her a visit.

I'll pray.

Thanks guys. And, I'm 14.

And I had thought about that... That I might be bi-polar... But I don't know...

That's what I'm thinking. But I'm no expert. *praying*

Or maybe its just adolescence. I've known quite a few people that went through experiences like that in their early teens. Anyway, whatever is the cause of it, I'll continue to pray for ya darl!

Yep, Zelda, the time between the ages of 12 to (gee, I don't know) 16 are often really weird. There's just so many chemical changes going on in you that sometimes it makes you feel-- strange. It'll probably iron itself out in time. In the meanwhile, I'll be praying for you.

I will most certainly be praying for you.

I know how you feel, Zelda. I shall be praying for you.

Thank you.

*Sigh* I hate this. I have like, no one I can talk to about this that I know in real life....

Zelda27 wrote:*Sigh* I hate this. I have like, no one I can talk to about this that I know in real life....

I will pray that God will send someone that you can talk to.

I also want to echo the prayers of Anna Mae. I pray that God will send the perfect person for you to talk to that will listen to you and tell you what God wants you to hear.