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Latly i've been having some dark thoughts, and sometimes I think about suicide and that i'm a bother to everyone. I havn't told anyone about this yet but now it's gotten outa hand to the point where I question my faith. Thanks in advance and i'm sorry if this is not importent enough.

*hug* i will pray for you. Remember, that God is always faithful, and temptations are possible to overcome. He will not test you beyond your strength ^^ (1 corinthians 10:13)

chibi_chan wrote:i'm sorry if this is not importent enough.

It is extremely important.

I know exactly how you feel. I know all too well the pains of depression, I suffer from it almost daily. I understand how you feel about the suicide thing too. I have had that problem myself. I know how you feel when you say that you feel like a bother to everyone. I'm having that same problem currently.

That said, I have never felt that you were a bother to me, in fact, you are really awesome. Suicide seems so simple, especially when you consider that Heaven waits on the other side of death. However, having recently experienced the death of a family member (not by suicide, but a death nonetheless), I can tell you how absolutely horrible a death in the family feels. Suicide would make your family depressed and sad, it would put them through hell, and I know you don't want that for your family.

I will be praying for you, as I understand your pain quite well and don't wish it on anyone.

yes, kae tells the truth. It seems like it is a good path. But it will cause many people to feel pain. Including us, we care for you too. Even though we are only aquantiences through the internet. You are a sister of Christ to us.

Ah I will prays for you my sister. As always remember this you are wonderfully made by our Father in Heaven that for your sake that He give His only Son to dies for you. That no matter how depress you are Father will always be there and heal all your wounds. As First Peter has says faith that gone through trial are better then Gold. Remember rejoice always I says again Rejoice by Paul. So don't give up and move forward. Remember the living water inside of you.

1 Corinthians 10:13
"No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your strength, but with the temptation will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. "

Ill keep on praying ^^

Life does get better as time goes by. If you feel like things are at their worst, they can only get better right? We will pray for you, guard your heart.

*hugs chibi* Of course its important! I'm glad you're mentioning things now, before things do get out of hand. I'll be sure to keep you in my prayers!

I'm praying for you, Chibi. I know in many ways, when you get to points like this, logic doesn't seem to really matter. You could see evidence, know that it's true, yet still feel that somehow it might not be. Self-worth can seem that way sometimes. You know that being made in God's image, and being His child and daughter gives you tremendous value and meaning, yet still sin and failing seems to always point to us not adding up. Know that doubt is just that - doubt. I know that many people love you, and that you love and care for many as well. Talk to God about it. We're praying for you.

ill pray for you too

There are many people here on CAA that love you. It most definately is important enough.

I know your mom, dad and siblings would also most definately miss you if you did die. It would cause them alot of pain and make them really sad.

I will definately be praying for you Chibi-chan

Hi Chibi. I just want to tell you... You are so precious... especially to your mom. She is so proud of you and loves you so much. She talks about you to me alot, in very good ways, and I know that she would be devastated if you killed yourself. I encourage you to talk to her about this; she can help you.

Needless to say, you're very precious to God too. He created you for a purpose, and you have a bright and wonderful future! He's given you many talents. For one, you're a wonderful artist and you're getting better every day.

It's not unusual to feel the way you do... you're not alone. But please, please don't do anything to harm yourself. You have a family and friends that love you dearly, and things will never get so bad that suicide is the best option. There is always a better way out of a situation... sometimes it just takes some time and patience. God is always with you, even if you don't feel Him there sometimes. Call out to Him, talk to a friend or your mom or dad, talk to us here at CAA, but always walk away from those dark thoughts.

We're here for you, chibi. God is here for you. Life is a wonderful adventure... I will be praying for courage for you to live it to the fullest.

Chibi_imouto-chan, I've never cried for a movie, book, anime, or song, but I know I would cry if anything happened to you. You're dearly loved not only by God, but by me and so many others. I'll pray for you, and you can always pm me if you need to.

will pray. your cool, we wouldn't want you hurting yourself.

I'll pray for you. we love you! when I start feeling like this, I try to keep Jeremiah 29:11 in mind. it says that God has plans to prosper us and not to harm us. you're still very young and have a whole life to look forward to!

also, like EireWolf said:

" wrote:God is always with you, even if you don't feel Him there sometimes. Call out to Him, talk to a friend or your mom or dad, talk to us here at CAA, but always walk away from those dark thoughts.

^_^ feel better, have a merry Christmas, and God bless.

Thanks everyone for the nice coments^^*hugs* When I read your posts I felt like crying on some of them, but they made me very happy and I think i'm feeling better.^^

Thanks again *hugs*

p.s. sorry it took so long to reply I didn't feel like coming on CAA the last coupla of days so thats why.

I'm glad to hear you're feeling better (and sorry for missing the thread, since my visits have been a little sporadic the past couple of days, too!). I'll be praying for you, and as everyone else has said, we love you here at CAA!

WARNING: you will be royally glomped when I log off.

Thank you all for praying for Sarah and the encouraging words.

I will pray for you, and encourage you with some things:

1. Your family loves you, and would definitely prefer you alive to dead.

2. Everyone here at the CAA loves you, and would prefer you alive to dead.

3. I love all my brothers and sisters, and that includes you.

ZiP

i will pray for you!!

Thanks guys, just the other day my mom said something to me that was very encouraging and it really made me feel happy. Thanks again for praying for me^^ *get glomped by T_N_C*

i wouldnt be so sure about the heaven on the other side as sugested in an
earlier post
cauze it says in the bible not to harm yourself.
but hay you should know that that God does have a purpose for you
and mabey in the future you will be able to help people who are in the same postion. mabey this is part of Gods plan for you

any way i will pray for you

you are not a bother!! don't allow those feelings to enter your spirit! call on the name of the Lord and he will be your rock, he will be your quiet hiding place. i always feel as if i'm the odd man out. everyone seems to pass me by, its like i'm here but my prescence is annoying and so people choose not awcknowledge me. it sometimes feels like i'm not even here anymore and i'm just a shell but i banish those thoughts and feelings because i know that they are lies from the devil. read through the Bible and God will show you something, there is a message waiting in there that God wants you to read.

O_O *hug* CHIIIIIBIII!!! YOU'RE NOT A BOTHER! WE ALL LOVE YOU~~

I'll pray too.

CAA would be way boring without you.

Stick around, don't worry, keep praying. Most everyone goes through dark times like these.

Thank you, Lord, for being with Chibi_chan through these difficult times. Thank you for always being here for us.