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Aaaaaaaah!!

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 2:38 am
by c.t.,girl
that's what i feel like doing. very rarely do i get attact like this but when i do i well i don't know what to do. please pray for whatever cuz right now i don't understand why i'm like this right at the moment.

:rant:

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:57 am
by Jaltus-bot
Been there, will pray.

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 12:10 pm
by Fsiphskilm
just stressed out..

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 4:09 pm
by Swordguy
i will be praying

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 4:29 pm
by ShiroiHikari
I'll pray. are you talking about not being able to control your emotions and stuff...? I have trouble with that a lot. it's not an easy fight.

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 4:41 pm
by true_noir_chloe
I get that way sometimes. When I do I go alone in my room and pray, and it's usually a pretty casual time I spend with God, where I just talk it out with Him and then sometimes look over the Psalms. He always straightens out our perspective on things.

Anyways, I will definitely pray for you c.t. ^_________^

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 6:11 pm
by c.t.,girl
thanks guys i don't know what was wrong. i'm usually very very happy and hyper. i felt like i was weakening. i talked it out with nate and i feel better now. i did end up crying in this morning from all the unknown stress. i never get stressed. i only get lonely but that was the first after a long time of feeling like that. thanks again for your prayers very1. :hug:

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 8:47 pm
by Rogie
I felt like that earlier today. I hope everything gets better for you, and I'll pray.

How 'bout a hug? :hug:

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 8:50 pm
by c.t.,girl
i luv hugs!! weeeeeeeee!! yah i'm better! i just hope i don't get attact like that again. it really bugs me. :shady: but i'm better now! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :grin:

PostPosted: Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:46 pm
by agasfas
Stress sadly goes along with the territory of growing up :). You have my prayers. HOpe you feel better.

PostPosted: Mon Oct 25, 2004 7:59 am
by Mave
I'm generally a happy and hyper person too but there are times when I feel yucky and unmotivated. I partially blame the time of the month. -_-;; But yes, it's at those times I need strength and patience, in order not to bite off someone's head. I just don't talk to ppl much then. But anyway, yes, I shall pray that you may glorify Him even at those less-than-happy times of your life.

PostPosted: Tue Oct 26, 2004 12:26 am
by c.t.,girl
tahnks every1!!! oh and mave! even when it is at that "time" i'm still a really hyper happy friendly person...or at least i think...:lol:

PostPosted: Wed Oct 27, 2004 10:40 am
by Dragon Master
Three letters for ya, pms, ok ok JK, I'm glad you're feeling better!

PostPosted: Fri Oct 29, 2004 3:24 pm
by Mave
c.t.,girl wrote:tahnks every1!!! oh and mave! even when it is at that "time" i'm still a really hyper happy friendly person...or at least i think...:lol:


hehe well, every lady to her own mood swings! :lol: Glad to hear you're doing better. :)

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 12:08 am
by c.t.,girl
yeah whatever. i'm feeling like it again but this time i'm more hateful and lashing out. i just wanna scream right now. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 1:03 am
by c.t.,girl
Okay Seriously I Was Just Thinking About Killing Myself, Not Literally But Just Thinking. I Really Need To Stop This Feelings. I'm Getting Weak. I Need LOTS OF PRAYER.

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 2:56 am
by wiggins
I'll pray.

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 12:46 pm
by c.t.,girl
thanks. i'm a lil better today but still kinda ugh.

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 3:39 pm
by Dragon Master
I'm gonna keep on prayin for ya! :thumb: I hope you feel better!

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 3:43 pm
by c.t.,girl
thanks so do i.

PostPosted: Sat Oct 30, 2004 5:23 pm
by c.t.,girl
okay!! i'm better now!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i'll show you guys what made me laugh so much.

PostPosted: Sun Oct 31, 2004 9:47 am
by Dragon Master
Lol its cute! I'm very glad you're better now! I'll pray it stays that way!

PostPosted: Sun Oct 31, 2004 3:28 pm
by c.t.,girl
thanks i appreaciate that! *glomp* :hug:

PostPosted: Sun Oct 31, 2004 8:49 pm
by Swordguy
James 1
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

persevere thru the trials....let God work

PostPosted: Sun Oct 31, 2004 8:51 pm
by c.t.,girl
*glomp* thanks swordguy! :hug: you really know what to say.

PostPosted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 11:08 pm
by c.t.,girl
feeling sad now. :sniffle: but i don't wanna say why i feel this way. just pray for me. okay so let's just say that it's in the love catagory. i hate it. :shady:

PostPosted: Sat Nov 06, 2004 12:03 am
by c.t.,girl
man i hate this! it's making me really depressed!! :mutter: :waah!:

PostPosted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 3:22 pm
by Fsiphskilm
whenever you

PostPosted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 6:29 pm
by c.t.,girl
i hope i don't scare anyone but today during and after lunch i was well i wasn't me. as my friends said, "why are you being so evil?" i guess i was sorta. i mean i was giving mean looks to whoever looked at me and i would like start to shout at anyone and just lash out. i mean i saw my friend cassy slapping eli in the back of the head and i started shouting at her asking, "why are you hitting him?! i mean doesn't he get tourtured enough?! man! just leave him a lone!!" then she started to get a sad face and i told her i didn't mean to lash at her she just was there and so yah. then she tried to give me a hug. now i give hugs and i accept hugs, but right when she was about to hug me, i said, "don't touch me!" i was shouting and shaking really bad. someone kicked me and i kicked them back, but a lil harder. i was really i guess mean. i hate being that way and i hate to hate so when i hate i start to hate myself for hating. please pray for me. i need lots. i mean i went into the bathroom and started to beat the wall. i almost put a hole in it. i don't know what's wrong with me. please pray for me!! T.T

PostPosted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 7:16 pm
by Swordguy
i will pray, but you have to give up to God and let HIm work before He will start to change you...and after you do have faith