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I don't post here often.

Let's just say, that thread I made in general a couple of weeks ago about self-destructive urges? I gave into them and spent several hours in the hospital last week.

And, I'm still like - I am... and am not sure I want to get help. I want to pull myself out of this deperssion, and I really do want to live, but... *sigh.* Every time I seem to do something a little bit good for myself, I turn around and do something to make me hate myself again.

Oh, and I realize just how ironic my signiture is right now.

Jeremiah 29
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

wow that was straing i was just looking this verse because it was my one of my faverates and was still saved as my copy so there.

anyway God does have a plan for you don't give into the decite of the devil he is the one who comes to kill steal and destroy. Trust in God He will pull you out of it. pray pray pray pray and pray i will be praying for you too

*Hugs* It will be ok Haibane, really, it will. And please, don't hate yourself. There is no condemnation in Christ Jesus. Our father in Heaven does not hate us, neither ought we to hate ourselves.

Believe me I struggle with the same thing, even now, but that's when I need to turn to the word of God and His promises, to reassure myself that He is still there, He'll always love me no matter what I've done, and that He'll never leave me.

I'm sorry to hear about what's happened, but I do commend you for asking for prayer. I takes a lot of guts to let others know when you're hurting, and I commend you for that. If you can get some Christian friends or counselors to talk to as well, I really encourage you to. It's ok to ask for help, it really is. This is something you almost never hear in our self-sufficient culture, but it needs to be said.

Humble yourself before the Lord, and he will lift you up. He loves you, and your brothers and sisters in Christ love you. Don't give up ok. *Hugs*

Medically, at least, are you doing better?

ill be praying for you.. please do not do it again no matter how tough the situation is

Shadsie, I'll pray.

I will defiently pray for you! I know what its like to be depressed since I'm depressed as well. I havn't hurt myself yet or tried to self-mutulate which is a good thing though. I will pray that you can overcome those desires and that God will lay his feeling hand on you. Depression sucks, no doubt about it but nothing is impossible with God

I want you to know that I really am here for you if you ever need anything (and I am including material needs), all you have to do is ask. I pray for you and several other people on this board everyday.

(Hugs) It will be all right girlfriend. If ya need to talk talk to PM.

And Remember this one thing, "God loves and so I."

Also I will be praying for you

* BIG HUG * Will pray.

I will definately pray for you.