Prayer for strength

[Kanerou]

I've been separated from someone - again. We weren't supposed to come back together; I was deceived, and I admit it. But that renewed things that needed to have stayed - well, not renewed, certainly. Those emotions didn't need to be dredged back up. I still love him, and I don't plan on ever stopping, but it hurts. Satan reopened a wound that had just begun to truly heal a year after leaving the friendship, and it really hurts. I'm angry at him for such a low blow, but it doesn't change what happened. The Holy Spirit's helping me, and Daddy God is faithful. It just still hurts sometimes. I can't dwell on it forever, but I don't know what to do. Trust Him. Yes. I just don't know how much I'm supposed to depend on Him. He gives us people, but I don't want another guy to fill a void that was not entirely meant for a human being in the first place. Please pray for strength for me. I'm resolved to not go back, but I need help going forward. I know agreement will help. Thanks; God bless you all, and He loves you, too.

[Spiritsword]

I will pray.

[Lightbringer]

I'll tell you this is something i've got problems with myself. I'll pray for us both, that we can move on, and not stay back where we're not ment to be. No worrys it'll all work out.

[Syreth]

I'm afraid I've had my struggles with this type of thing as well. It's good that you know what to do -- lean on Him. It's hard when those old wounds get opened or when you reap the consequences of what you know was wrong to begin with, but these things can be a harsh reminder as to which direction we should be going in... always to Him. It might seem unrealistic now, but you are complete in Him. You have absolutely everything you need right now in Christ Jesus. I'll be praying for the healing of your heart and that you would be absolutely filled to overflowing with Him and His love.

[Archan]

Hi,

Actually, I'm probably the worst person to be talking about this, cause I've never really have dealt with this sort of thing, first off never had much of a social life because of all the work I do, second, well.....to be honest women scare me. Seriously, they do, they have the power to make a man swim across oceans, start a war, end a war, weigh no less then 90-120 lbs and bring a 300 pound bodybuilder to his kness and crush or cradle his heart without even physically touching him! Thats truly a force to be fearful of.

But I do have an inkling of what your talking about...being I had some experience, not much but some. It's gonna keep hurting for quite a while, I'll be honest with ya, and the whole world will seem to revolve around the pain. Love songs for no reason will be on every radio station, or songs about broken hearts or lost love, even on christian stations. You'll seemingly hear the guys name out of the blue, walking, ordering a pizza, watching Teen Titans, things like this. It's enough to drive a person mad, but one thing I've noticed is that when I dwell on God, truly truly trust in God, things come together and the pain numbs away. And He does do things for a reason, with me and my situation it was becoming a distraction in what God whanted me to do, so the situation was removed and I could focus on what God was calling me to do. Or, perhaps this person would have ended up not being any good for me, or would have dragged me away from Christ....there are so many reasons as to why this thing happens, and why it affects us so. One thing I did do, and it took alot of strength, was pray for the individual after the matter, I prayed for her anyways, and I actually felt better. Then, I focused on the things of God, on what He was trying to call me to do, and found because of this I actually now walk closer with God then I ever did before.

Maybe this is some of why things happened as they did, maybe not. Only two people know for sure, but rest assured your not alone in this situation, other then my babbeling there are other peole here who I'm sure can offer way better advise, but most off all know that you can find peace in God, just lay all your hurt and burden with Him, and you'll feel so much better. But most of all pray, pray for this guy, mostly pray for yourself, and pray that God gives you understanding. I'll will be praying for your peace, for your heart, and for God's will to be done in your life.
Hope some of my jabbering helped,, if not here, have a hug,

*Hug*

Those always are good for a pick-me-up.
God bless,
Archan

[Kanerou]

Thank you so much. Aw. Thanks for the hug. It comes back now and then, but thanks to Daddy God, I'll live. God bless you guys, and He loves you, and I speak his perfect will over your lives. Later!

[freerock1]

Praise God that things are going better!

[Doubleshadow]

Good to hear it's better. I'll keep praying for you.

[agasfas]

I'll continue to pray for you. Although I've never been in a relationship I can empathize. I've been through a lot of heart ache myself. Sometimes it's really hard to get through, and it's sometimes hard to have faith... I guess sometimes we just need to... because things have an odd way of working out in the end.

I hope things continue to get better. I'll be praying for you.

[Ryupower]

G-d's will be done.