Ever since I finished my 3 year Graphic Design course I've been looking for a job and no luck. Its like 8 or 9 months now and things are just getting depressing. I suffer from severe anxiety, leading to moderate depression and things like this don't help the matter. I don't have the skills I feel I need to be able to do a job, I have no self-esteem.
I started volunteering at a hospital last week and that was good but I was a bit anxious (don't like hospitals). I worked in the wards (selling food and newspapers etc), coffee shop (kitchenhand duties) and in the playroom (for visitor's kids). It was good but some parts (the wards) were very daunting for me (I almost had a panic attack seeing all the sick people etc).
It would be great if you guys could please pray that I remember to turn to God for all my needs, that He helps me realise my worth and that I can trust that He will provide a job in time. And that I can calm my nerves to some degree.
Thanks guys.
God Bless!