My emotions have been building up inside me. :(

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My emotions have been building up inside me. :(

Postby Kura Ookami » Wed Dec 29, 2004 7:59 am

So many little things have been going wrong in my life and I simply don't know what to do right now. I'm just going through alot and I don't know who to turn to right now. No one big thing has caused this. It's been little things and the fact that I've kept my emotions inside where they've been building up. I've prayed about it but that doesn't seem to help I'm afraid ill get angry for no reason with someone i care about because of all these things I've kept deep within myself. Please pray for me. I need it right now.
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Postby shooraijin » Wed Dec 29, 2004 9:07 am

I'm sorry that so much has piled on you and added up. What was the final straw?
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Postby Rogie » Wed Dec 29, 2004 5:01 pm

I'll pray for you, Kura.
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Postby Kura Ookami » Thu Dec 30, 2004 3:00 am

shooraijin wrote:I'm sorry that so much has piled on you and added up. What was the final straw?


My friends are going through tough times at the moment and it's hard to just stand by and be able to do nothing. I'm there for them, but I want to be able to do more. When my friends are hurt I'm hurt because i care about them.
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Life is a test. It is only a test. Had this been real life you would have have been instructed where to go and what to do.

When i argue with reality I lose.....But only 100% of the time.

Once you've decided on a course of action, only you can finish it. As long as you remember that, there's nothing you can't accomplish.
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Postby ZiP » Thu Dec 30, 2004 6:40 am

Well, in all things remember to:

[quote="Phil 4:6"]Be careful for nothing]
--To Write Love on Her Arms

"That time and absence proves - Rather helps than hurts to love."

"Feelings, emotions, they are good, but they cannot be Love's foundation. When of Love, these things last. When of romance, these things end."

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."
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Postby K. Ayato » Thu Dec 30, 2004 11:49 am

Yeah, I understand how you feel. At times I wish I was superhuman or something, so I could do so much more for those I love. But it's not my place to do so. I strongly encourage you to lay it at Jesus' feet. Hang in there. He'll get you through.
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Postby agasfas » Thu Dec 30, 2004 12:57 pm

I know how you feel man. All my life I've kepted my emotions bottled up and all they did was build up. THey would always eventually get released in a negative manner. Kind of like a bottle being filled with air, eventually it can only hold so much before it cracks and breaks open. Until this past year I always hid myself from dealing with the problems and emotions in my life. Then one day a friend gave me some advice, he basically told me everyone has their problems. Most of the time if you don't deal with them right away they will build up. WHen you let things build up it becomes a worse problem and harder to deal with. We can only run for so long... eventually things catch up with us. Everyone, no matter how strong they are or think they are have their limits. It's always best to talk to someone close to you about your problems: friends, a sibling, a pastor etc... When you talk about things it really does gets the pressure off your shoulders. Also remember, the members at CAA are always willing to listen. I hope you start feeling better soon. Continue to have faith in God and I will continue to pray for you. Take care bud.
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Postby c.t.,girl » Thu Dec 30, 2004 1:43 pm

aww. i'll pray for you...even though i already do. i'll pray for you more.*hug* i too have a lot of stuff going on in my life...and most of it you know about...a lot of ppl know about my problems...mostly...er...only ppl online know about my real problems. i'm to ashamed to talk about it with someone face to face. i know how you feel, man. a lot of time and still now my friends try to kill themselves...sadly enough i've almost killed myself as well. i'm glad i didn't though...or rather i'm glad God stopped me. there are still times now that i wish i could just give up on life...that i didn't have all these burdens...but then someone reminds me that i don't have to carry all these burdens...that i can just give them to Jesus Christ. that is why He died for us...he still dies for us...if you think about it. just remember you are not alone and that we care about you and we are here for you...but the one to really never forget is God. He is there for you without a limit of time. even when you sleep He is with you. He loves you. He will guide you even through the darkest of time.

"...He is the light unto my path..."
"...rest you cares upon the Lord..."
and one that i actually just made up last night (but it's so much a like to psalm 139:11, which you should read), "even though the darkness covers all, the light still shines through."
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Postby Spirit_Wolf8356 » Fri Dec 31, 2004 8:17 am

I'll be praying for you, Kura. *hug*


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Postby wiggins » Fri Dec 31, 2004 1:02 pm

I'll pray.
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