Hate Admitting It.

[Reon]

Well I want to be completely open with you guys. I want people to know me in and out. My last relationship was two years long and was built on honesty (it should have been God but I wasn't putting God first or calling myself a Christian at the time).


Well, I've been noticed everytime I hear people talk about God I'm very careful as to its authenticity. I understand I can't know anything but I can LOVE God (1 Cor 8:2-3). I really feel like I'm judging people including the people of the forum, not saying something like "Your wrong" etc and I haven't come across anything I disagree with. I'm assuming the reason I keep looking at where other people haven't given their life to God etc is because I'm still working on a lot of those things...

I'd really appreciate prayer. I pray for it on my own but I want to confess it with my mouth (keyboard) to you guys the same way I did it to God. I do my best not to judge and still find myself doing it sometimes =( I'm a sinner, always will be. SOOO glad I have God in my life.

You don't need to reply to this if your going to pray but if you have feedback/opinion/helpful verses then go right ahead.


[SIZE="1"]You ever get that feeling where you feel like you've wronged someone; whether that be God or a friend? Thats the feeling I have right now, almost like I want to cry. I stayed up most the night so I'm pry a little more emotional, which I'm totally cool with admitting. WHAT!? lol Jp. Well me typing this mini thing on my emotion reminds me of the last time I cried. Feel free to enjoy this movie on youtube (10min)A Thousand Questions[/SIZE]


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After posting this and going to sleep, doing everything the next day and waking up again =)
I'm noticing how I'm looking over others posts etc, don't seem to be doing it.

This post has gotten 35 views so those of you who prayed I really appreciate it.
I think just putting it out there on the forum is what SERIOUSLY helped a lot.

Thanks & <3