Things have been pretty hectic for me lately...
I've been getting constantly attacked with thoughts of lust, i've been doing a poor job of resisting....I have a terrible addiction to the stuff, something i'm not proud of..i want to stop so bad but it seems impossible, the temptations keep getting worst...I feel like such a scumbag..
Also i would like some prayer for my dad as well, i used to hate him so much but about 5 years ago i learned he contracted HIV, i haven't heard from him in 2 years..and i fear for the worst...i never really got along with him but he's still my dad, and i don't want him to die..please pray for him...
I've tried my best to keep in high spirits, but it feels like a part of me, rots away everyday...